last updated: april 21, 2025
kind of all over the place but also not really? two wolves are inside me and they are fighting: one is boring and has a perfectly consistent routine and way of being and isn't struggling with self image too much and the other was here first and kind of thinks that the boring wolf is an AI generated thing meant to steal it's spot and deprive it of a sense of whimsy and creativity!!!
what should i be doing with my money right now?? i'm in the US and tariffs are about to hit us hard! i've been extremely fortunate to be able to save after rewiring my brain to be frugal and log every expense by category since september and i'm pretty comfortable right now... but will i be able to the same way in a few months? probably not! i want to use my money to go on a fun vacation or get a better apartment or new furniture but i am not interested in expanding my footstep with all this uncertainty. i'm glad i have 2 jobs and self restraint i guess!
watching: the minecraft movie
playing: minecraft... i promise i'm a real gamer girl but i had never played minecraft before despite being very familiar with it and i finally tried it out after watching a theater-exclusive longform advertisement and i had quite a fun time playing on peaceful mode and making lots of animal friends
reading: stressful headlines every day
R.E.M. mostly