reading
♡ my writing (mostly personal essays)
music
♡ my music collection
games
♡ Harmony Zone aka thecatamites on itch.io. i recommend 50 short games, space funeral and magic wand (in this ranking) - these are some of my most treasured games of all time. ridiculously creative and beautiful. you'll want to make art again
free, fan-made mmorpg that builds onto the original toontown game universe with super fun bosses, new genderless character customization options and a wonderful, friendly community! when i first found it i would literally spend every waking moment of my freetime playing for 3 months lol
if you're looking for a more authentic, historically-accurate toontown experience, check out toontown rewritten, another free, fanmade game
♡ Disco Elysium is an absolute piece of art. i can't say enough good things about this. it's the best book i have ever played. don't buy it from steam - pirate it. there's some shitty things going on with who owns the game now and it's noble not to give them financial support
♡ Crystal Warrior Ke$ha by Xrafstar/Porpentine, who makes other amazing text-based web games as well
♡ London's Suite Styler is so cunt. if it doesn't load the first time, refresh the page and try again
show, film & video recommendations
♡ Asparagus by Susan Pitt (1979) - NSFW!! contains nudity, sex, bodily functions. 18 minute long animated short film with a beautiful psychedelic, illustrative style
♡ The Curse - really amazing show, like probably my favorite ever. it kind of marries 3 things i already love: nathan fielder (of nathan for you and the rehearsal), benny safdie (directed and starred in a few great films, like Good Time and Uncut Gems), and the entire score is by daniel lopatin/oneohtrix point never (who also did the score for Uncut Gems!). it's an artsy dramedy about two reality stars who are trying to create a socially and environmentally-conscious house flipping show in Española, New Mexico. i watched it on Paramount Plus in 2025.
♡ You Are Into Mousetrap Youtube - 7 minute video written by Big Joel and animated by MothCub about finding interesting and unsettling content rabbit holes on the internet
♡ Debussy "Clair de Lune" on Piano for 80 Year Old Elephant - this makes me cry, i just feel overwhelming emotional for so many reasons? the beautiful music, imagining how the elephant must feel, thinking about all the things she must have lived through, the bond between the human and the elephant, the the skill of the pianist...
other
♡ queering the map - there are wayyy more gay people dropping pins here than i would have thought. even in my tiny little hometown!
♡ 2002-2003 Gothic & Lolita Bible scans by ita.toys
these are a little before my time, but when i was a kid (late 2000's), i destroyed my Gothic & Lolita Bibles from the amount i flipped through them lol
♡ drawsum
♡ r/place 2017 timelapse and r/place 2023 timelapse, or read about the r/place project
♡ postcrossing - this looks so fun! have not tried this yet but it's aspirational. one day
neocities sites i love
♡ linked buttons to other neocities sites and buttons to link me with!
flair
♡ fun flair for your site!